2010 was hella fun, though it has been a bitch at some point. I had fun, I had moments to regret, I had happiness and melancholy. And today, I’m letting go of memories. I’ll never forget of 2010.

January: Start of the year. You don’t really expect me to remember what happened to me last January, right? I was still with my elementary classmates back then. Hit the archives, I don’t want to tell you about them.

February: I’m one of the hopeless romantics, so this month wasn’t really special. That was... until someone made it special. I love down to earth persons but dude; you’re just not my type.

March: My month. I turned twelve and graduated elementary at the same day. It was the end of my elementary days, my misery.

April: Swimming, swimming and swimming. Got drowned with curiousness and let my guard down. APRIL 24th was the biggest regret.

May: Still couldn’t believe you forgot to greet me on the 24th. Took the entrance exams for my high school and passed, fortunately.

June: We finally reviled our lies. Back to school and I met new friends. Fortunately, they we’re open minded.

July, August, and September: Had a crush on someone and tried to slowly forget about him. Can’t remember what craps I did during these months. School was giving me too much work.

October: Had sem-break and saw my old friend a few times (since he was on vacation too. How’s life in the seminary, bastard? )

November: My unlucky month. But thanks to my classmates the month didn't turn out to be pure bad luck.

December: Best month of the year. Had my first Campus Festival! It was hella fun~. Christmas was a bang!.

Sure, 2010 wasn't the greatest year for you. There were heartbreaks. There were smiles. Memories were created, some you will never forget. You smiled, you cried. You have grown. You have become smarter. You have learned from your mistakes. You hurt yourself. You cried because of the truth. You laughed. You loved. Whatever you did in 2010, it has already happened. You have learned this year, and make 2011 better than 2010.

I just had a dream last night. It was weird. Blogging about it before I forget.

So there was this guy, I was not sure of who he was but something in my heart tells me it's him, a former friend of mine. Though, I was not sure. He sent me something, sort of like a computer file. The scene shifted. I was scanning the file. I saw pictures. Pictures of me, pictures of cute little kids. My dream self was saying: "this is Raj and this one, he's gotta be Yuri." referring to pictures of two boys. There was a picture of me in the church. I was wearing the clothes I wore during the mass on Christmas Eve. The scene shifted again. I was holding something like a wallet. I don't know where I got it. It had some sort of Identification Cards in it, but I wasn't able to read the name and I can't remember the face. It wasn't mine but I saw a picture of me: a picture of me when I was young. And then, I woke up..

I'm not sure what this dream means but the pictures.. it seems to be like memories. Just blogging about this so I can have a reference when it finally make sense.

It’s probably late for a Christmas Wish List but better late than never, right? I am asking too much, I know but I’m not putting my hopes to high since too much expectations lead to disappointments. I just hope some wishes would be granted. I’m craving more for the non-material wishes listed here.

• Percy Jackson and The Olympians: The Ultimate Guide by Rick Riordan
• The Lost Hero by Rick Riordan
• Red Pyramid by Rick Riordan
• Any book written by the sofa king awesome Rick Riordan
• Hunger Games Trilogy by Suzanne Collins.
• Diary of a Wimpy Kid: Rodrick Rules by Jeff Kinney
• Diary of a Wimpy Kid: The Last Straw by Jeff Kinney
• Diary of a Wimpy Kid: Dog Days by Jeff Kinney
• Diary of a Wimpy Kid: The Ugly Truth by Jeff Kinney
• The Perks of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
• A graphic tablet
• Mechanical Pencil w/ refills
• *coughs* A DSLR *coughs*
• SHOUNEN Anime DVDs. I don’t care if it’s *ahem*pirated*ahem*
• Speak Now – Taylor Swift
• Hear me Now – Secondhand Serenade
• A date with Logan Lerman
• A date with John Vesely
• End the silent war between me and uɥoſ ןǝıʇןɐǝS.
• uɥoſ ןǝıʇןɐǝS to at least say sorry, sincerely.
• To see my elementary classmates again (I hate them, but I miss them more than I’d like to admit)
• To get hit by inspiration
• Last but the not least. I wish everyone would have a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year.

100 Truths.
1. Real name: Roela (It didn’t say state your real, full name)
2. Nickname: Ela, Wella, Reiko
3. Zodiac Sign: Aries
4. Male or female: Female.
5. Elementary School: Christian Home and Institute of Learning and Development
6. High School: Pangasinan State University Laboratory Highschool
7. College: I’m still in high school
8. Hair color: Black
9. tall or short: I think 5’1 is short.
11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.
12. Phone or Camera: Phone.
13. Health freak: No. ._.
14. Orange or Apple: Both.
15. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes.
16. Eat or Drink: Eat.
17. Piercings: ear piercings
18. Pepsi or Coke: Coke.

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane: No.
20. Been in a relationship: What kind of relationship do you speak of?
21. Been in a car accident: Nope.
22. Been in a fist fight: No.
23. First piercing: my ear piercing 
24. First best friend: I don’t have bestfriends. I just have friends and I’m pretty much contented with that.
25. First award: Nursery- 5th honor. :>
26. First crush: Zac Efron. HSM days :>>>>
27. First word: WHO THE FUCK CAN REMEMBER THAT?
29. Last person you talked to in person: Mom
30. Last person you texted: A classmate.
31. Last person you watched a movie with: Brothuuur.
32. Last food you ate: Toasties.
33. Last movie you watched: Despicable Me. (Re-watched with my brothuuur)
34. Last song you listen to: Turn it off – Paramore :>>
35. Last thing you bought: A book.
36. Last person you hugged: My English Teacher/Adviser

FAVE:
37. Food: Curry. ^__^
38. Drinks: Hot Choco.
39. Bottoms: Jeans
40. Flower: Tulips and Roses.
41. Animal: Not fond of animals, but – ah! Pegasi and Unicorns >__<>
70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting.
71. Plans for today: Finish a book
72. Waiting: Huh?

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids?: Not sure. :D
74. Want to get married?: Not sure. :D
75. Career: Still haven’t thought of that.
You see, There’s a big possibility that my future will be effed up.

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?:
76. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
77. Shorter or taller: Taller.
78. Romantic or spontaneous?: Romantic.
79. Nice stomach or nice arms?: Nice arms.
81. Hook-up or relationship?: Relationship.
82. Looks or personality?: Brains.

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: No.
84. Sneak out of a house: YES.
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No.
86. Killed somebody: Wish I could.
87. Broken someone's heart: Hopefully. >:)
88. Been in love: Ahuh.
89. Cried when someone died: Yes.


DO YOU BELIEVE IN
90. Yourself: Yes.
91. Miracles: No.
92. Love at first sight: Ridiculous.
93. Heaven: an hell, Yes.
94. Santa Clause: No. Not anymore.
95. Sex on the first date: No.
96. Kiss on the first date: No.

TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: No,
98. Do you know who your real friends are?: Unfortuntely..
99. Do you believe in God?: Yes.
100. Post as 100 truths? No.

..Is a devious but fun way of torturing teenagers.


We had our Campus Festival on school, it was fun but it was torture at the same time. Campus Fest is supposed to be started by a parade, then a mass, then the opening program. But what happened was a mass, then an opening program, then the parade (which started at about 10:00). To make things worse I actually forgot to bring an umbrella.

In the afternoon, I joined Gen. Info Quiz Bowl. It started with a debate between the-oh-so-smart-and-sharp-tongued-disrespectful-mighty seniors and our student teachers. They're war freaks. We (me and my teammates) managed to get 3rd place and defeat the mighty seniors. It was pure luck. After that, I joined “Game of The Generals” and of course, I failed because I only had two friggin’ days to learn the game. I was forced to join the game because we had no available players anymore.

Second Day. I had no events to participate in so I spent the whole day watching basketball, volleyball games.

Third Day. We cosplayed. I didn’t look good on my cosplay, that’s what I think. I got home at about 8:00 pm because of dance practice.

Fourth day. Search for Mr. and Ms. LHS, Dance Competition, Band Showdown and Christmas Party. I had too much fun and now I think I’m going to suffer an asthma attack on Christmas.

I’m glad a lot of my classmates this year are open-minded. But there are still some that I can’t get along with. & of course, the bitches.